12月の始まり

The company dinner party was ok.

Everyone liked the atmosphere and ambiance of the private room.

But that was all about it to me.  The food was not spectacular.  Service was way below my expectation.  I was actually furious about the food and server.  

On the way back home from the restaurant, I went on and on about how I was not satisfied by the experience at the restaurant.  The food was nothing special, and the server was inexperienced of serving a big group and banquet.

We went to a bar afterward and kept flushing our complaints out on the bartender there. 

And that night, I had a horrific dream.  Saw floating dead bodies in the river.  Many of them.

Why did I see that kind of dream?  Did I have too many drinks last night?

I looked up online to see what the dream meant.  One site said that it was a sign of bad experiences coming up or death of someone, or something like that.  All negative indications.  I didn’t like that at all.  I was upset from last night, this dream, and the analysis of it,  I was even upset about the gifts I got from the bingo game at the party.  So stupid.

Later the day my brother informed me that his wife’s dad had passed away.  Ok here is one death. 

Next day, Mr. Hubby’s car window was smashed open and a few items were stolen from the car. 

I was very irritated by the fact that happened to his car, us.  And also by the negative and downer attitude of the man. 

Ok, move on buddy.  Why are women tougher at the situation like this in life than men???

And other things started bothering me as well.  And I was in the bad mood on the whole weekend.

I need to get out of this negative energy this week. 

Good thing happens when bad thing happens. (I would like to believe so.)  One good thing that happened after Mr. Hubby’s car incident was that his car got cleaned.  All garbage was taken out.  And the car will get washed by the gift card we got from the party which I was upset about.  But it gets useful now.  It is all good at the end.

I thought I would send the complaints to the restaurant.  But I decided not to.  I am sober now and want to cut myself free from the negative energy.  

My period has come.  Ah huh!  It all makes sense now.  At least I would like to conclude the whole thing as so.